Surgery day

So here it is. I'm gowned up, I've had my vidals tested and I'm ready to go. Don't ask me how I feel right now. There is no feeling as you sit waiting for surgery. I just feel kind of numb. In about an hour I will be put under. Time will stand still for me and I will wake up feeling much different from how I do now. For now I wait, when I wake up life will be different. Life will be better.